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For me. [Dec. 10th, 2009|11:21 pm]
I love this song. It's under appreciated.

Never Say Never - The Fray

There's some things we don't talk about
Rather do without
And just hold the smile
Falling in and out of love
Ashamed and proud of
Together all the while

You can never say never
Why we dont know when
Time and time again
Younger now than we were before

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go

Picture you're the queen of everything
As far as the eye can see
Under your command
I will be your guardian
When all is crumbling
Steady your hand

You can never say never
Why we dont know when
Time, time and time again
Younger now then we were before

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go

We're pulling apart and coming together again and again
We're growing apart but we pull it together, pull it together, together again

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
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Spontaneous Idealist [Jun. 8th, 2008|01:19 am]
My personality type: the spontaneous idealist. Take the free iPersonic personality test!
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(no subject) [Sep. 23rd, 2007|09:05 pm]
Oh God  I'm going to be like one of those people who secretly dances only in my  basement.
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There is a God [Aug. 9th, 2007|05:10 pm]
Seriously, God does not want me to die right now. Because right now I just like, holy crap ._. I am happy and lucky to be alive. Imma go eat cookie dough ice cream. Yes. <3
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Thank you! [Jun. 10th, 2007|02:18 am]
[Bitch-O-Meter |gratefulgrateful]
[Groovy Tunes |Rain - Breaking Benjamin]

I was going to post about what I did today. But a comment one of the girls made has inspired me to make a little post for all the people I am thankful for and who greatly influence my life and make me want to get up in the morning. As we were walking back to their house, I was walking next to Emily and she was talking to me about how she was looking at my facebook pages and saw the pictures of when I had gone to Colorado. But her comment sort of made me stop and think.

"Your so lucky, I wish I had Colorado friends."

I don't think I'ever thanked all my friends in whole. See I am often so sad that none of friends live around here. But you know the past two days I've really just realized something more then I realized it before. 

WHO FUCKING CARES!? All my friends they live so far from me! But, It doesn't matter. I'm closer to all the people that I'm about to list then pretty much ANYONE Who has known me my whole life! I'm so fucking lucky to have the oppertunity to experince such amazing friendship. I think living so far and really the only means to communicate is writing, online and phone has made us all so much closer.  It is a rare thing to experince friendship as beautiful, pure and just as trustworthy as that. Some people never get it, it slips past them and they are blinded. 

You guys are all fucking amazing, you make my world <3 So in no particular order I list thee greatest people I've ever had the privledge of becoming friends with:


I will forever know you as Gk, if someone came up to me and was like "Oh my God! YOU KNOW KRIS!" I'd be like Who the fucks Kris? OH YOU MEAN GK! Your amazing really, you put up with so much in your life! You live in your grandparents basement so far away from the people your closet too. But you like have the strength to get up everyday and just smile and laugh! Oh God you have like an amazing laugh that just causes everyone who skypes with you to bust up. Your art is absolutly breath-taking, I mean honestly your going to make it as an animator. I really don't fucking care what anyone says. Your made for it, its your dream and you've worked to hard to let that not come true. I mean honestly anyone can see how much effort you put into your art. Your crazy drawings make me smile, their all so infections and full of life. I mean and what would we do without your screaming cats? Gnarr your amazing and you never get up. I expect  you to be the next Don Bluthe-- slightly more womenly.


Your honestly, holy crap it makes my day. I mean you really just keep me going sometimes, that sharp truth you know we all need that extra kick sometimes! I love your art, its so creative and just damn funny! You should be a comedian or something. Please go into film, go on stage, rant for a living. My God XD your just ment for it! You've always been there for me which I really appricate it. I love how you just come on and your just fucking amazing. I cannot explain it, your your sincsere you put your heart into everything. It really shows in your animation and your writings, I was so happy when you joined us in rping. That was quite an amazing experionce. Your my Tacobell buddy and yah, your going to do something amazing. 


You, oh my god, I've told you so many times, your just I love you! God, I love how we are so close and we both get each other and that if we go one day without like talking were practically in withdrawl! Your pretty much one of the most YOURSELF people I have ever meet. I cannot use a word to really describe you other then ROBYN. Your unlike any other human being on the planet. Your so nice, loving, you have more amazing ideas then a pencil could write out! I love how I can say I love you to you and really just fucking mean it. There are so feel people in my life I can say that too. You have no idea. I love how much I can trust you, I can trust you enough to cry on the phone with you, roleplay in a notebook with you [I cannot do that with anyone else xD]  I love how you write me letters and send me little buttons and ninja pens. YOU MADE ME A SCARF. I am still madly in love with that, no one has ever made me anything! No one! You've got such heart and just this kick ass fucking amazing writing. Honestly you can just do it all, write, act, art. I am fully confident that if you want to be an actress I am going to see you on film. Stage is amazing but your just like WHOA. Film, so you can act with Daisy LOL!  Also you just are so fucking coragous, you do these photostories. God I Could never do that but you have the confidence to just be so bold and do that! I mean who cares what other peple think that just ugh I love it!<333 Your dollness is just fucking amazing, I am not a huge doll fan. But really your dolls are very amazing and have a life a personality of their own. ;D Your so snuggly too I love that. <3 Your just so comfortable with that and ugh its just amazing. Seriously, you just like you make my day. You have got a personality that is large then life and you pretty much could light up anyones world. Also you've got the most amazing eyes ever, their so fucking expressive, i'm serious I'm just like omfg I love it. <3 You just can look at people and like slay them. Your going somewhere and your going to do something so big even I don't fucking know . <3  You also have a wicked array of clothing and shoes that is ridiculously nifty and slays me. I don't know many people who can pull off a Christmas Goth Sweater 8D <3 I am so honoured to have the chance to actually meet you in real life.


Your the next  ZImmer, I hope you know this. Christ you write amazing music, you work like two jobs and every penny you make goes towards music or your McDonalds. Haha, only you  <3 Gnarr your just really cool and your voice oh god you need to go into voicing over trailers or something. You've got such a deep voice, use it!  Your also very kind and I like that I can talk to you for certain things too. Gnarr. I expect to see you making this amazing score one day and i'm like on my couch going OH GOD I KNOW HIM. HES MY GERMAN FRIEND. OH GOD.


Christ  your writing is so beautiful, you put so much time into you know? Like, you just put your whole heart into everything you write. Its so skilled and crafted your well on your way to being one of the most famous screenwriters in Hollywood. I mean I just sit there and I'm like HOW DOES SHE WRITE THAT!? I love how close we are as well. I mean we all seem to have this unique relationship, the trinity like nothing I Have ever fathomed in a thousand years I would have. Your so full of life, creativity and you too have this like courage that I have never seen before. To just let others read your writing. I can't do that and I'm like oh man I wish I could! Your so sweet and absolutly just such an amazing friend.  I love hearing from you, I love reading your stories, and getting to visit you and Robyn was possibly one of the greatest experinces of my life. I will never forget it. Your so with it, you have amazing grades, your going to go to this totally fantastic college and be like top of the class. Your writing just at your age is unreal! You've got like an amazing smile too your so happy all the time and you just make my day! Your so dedicated, I just am amazed at how hard you can work! You can jus tturn off the computer and study. But you know you don't let school consume you, you've got that creative spark that lies within you always burning. I mean if you don't make it, christ the world is one fucked up place! You deserve it, you've worked so hard. So go out and there and show the world how amazing you are! Oh and you deserve a Hugh, I know your a total romance fan and you know Robyn and I we really will find you that amazing Hugh guy, if he doesn't find you first ;D God I love you and I also love how close we have become as well. <3 you and Robyn are my closet friends whom I can share anything with.


Dan, you've over come such amazing obstcales in your life. Really your an extrodinary person, much more worthy then sitting and slaving your ass all day at Jewel. But you won't be there forever, you work to hard and have too much personality to let that slip away. I love how we kind of just clicked, you imed me randomly one day asking me just where about in Chicago I was. I met you off BALTO SOURCE. Haha, how cool and geeky is that? Dorks we are just amazing. I like how close we are, you know lol we can just talk and really talk, I can talk to you like I can talk to my girlfriends. LOL That says something! But you put up with so much crap, I mean you work two jobs, you live with your mom. Sepreated from your twin brother which God  that has to be so fucking hard and you deserve to go back to Colorado and just be happy. Your music is really good and you like get better everytime we hear you play. You won't be stuck in boring old Wheaton your whole life. Your going to be a composer, your going to make money and like have this amazing family and just keep staying strong buddy. Cause you are one amazing person and I just really love ya'. 


You are the coolest Asian ever, your art it slays me. Really it does. Grah, your just  a snazy SOB and your art is going to be like enriching the world for years to come. Your crazy, your crazyness makes my day. You and your gutzheng. I'm so sorry if I spelt that wrong. I'm terrible with spelling sometimes. But you play that thing so bad ass! Gnarr. Grah. you and your Grah-ness. 


Your so nice and you've always helped me with trading music and stuff, really your just one cool gal <333 Your art continuse to improve and I really love to see you grow as an artist. Keep it up! Your super smart at math too. That slays. 


Liz, you'll prolly never read this. But you've been one of the few friends to stick with me sine gradeschool. Oh your so nice and sweet. I love you, I love watching movies at your house and how your family likes estatically freaks out whenver they see me. Its so funny.  I love how you were the only one come to my 8th graduation party that wasn't family. That was so nice, yes I still remember that! The care packages you send me when I got so sick and was in the hopspital. Your Harry Poterr Obession ;D Gnarr your going to marry that boy lmao I'm serious!


We have our rough edges, but that does not mean I will not acknowledge that you have stood by me. I know we really don't get along much. But I feel that i should really mention a few things to you. You are a strong person, I know things are hard with your mom. But you are staying strong, I'm so proud of you. You have amazing gifts too, your a sing beautifully. I think you should do it more, show the world what an amazing voice you have. I know you love to sing and its a shame more people don't get to experince it. You have a lot of spunk and it shows through in your art and you know even thhough we fight alot and aren't the best of friends. I am still here for you. 

You are all fucking amazing people. I hope know  that each one of you is going to become something bigger then the world is ready for. I can't wait.

I love you all. With all my heart. Your my family. 

I'm sorry if I freaked any of you out by listing a physical feature, I just think thats an important part of you <3

To those of you not mentioned, pleasea do not think that I do not love you any less. Each person I meet, whether the experince is good or bad touches me and shapes who I am.

I will be pasting this in Facebook since I know you all do not have Live Journal.

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FUN ENTRY 8D [Apr. 26th, 2007|04:41 am]
[Bitch-O-Meter |awakeawake]


1. Ever punch someone in the face?
2. How old are you?
3. Are you single or taken?
4. Eat with your hands or utensils?
5. Do you dream at night?
6. Ever seen a corpse?
7. Have you ever wished someone dead?
8. What is something about you I should probably know but don't?
9. Whats your philosophy on life and death?
10. If you could do anything with me, and have no one know, what would it be?
11. Do you trust the police?
12. Do you like country music?
13. What is your fondest memory of me?
14. If you could change anything about yourself what would it be?
15. Would you date me?
16. when did we meet?
17. Have you ever pee'd in a pool?
18. Would you hide evidence for me if I asked you to?
19. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?
20. What is your favorite thing about me?
21. Do you think I'm attractive?
22. What's your favorite color?
23. If you could bring back anyone that has passed, who would it be?
24. Tell me one interesting/odd fact about you?
25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?
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Thanks ^^ [Feb. 20th, 2007|12:02 am]
[Bitch-O-Meter |contentcontent]

I just wanted to say thank you for your kind comments. It means alot to me <333


Oh shit.

It was great.


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Lovinz [Feb. 19th, 2007|12:21 am]
[Current Location |Its cold here.]
[Bitch-O-Meter |lovedloved]
[Groovy Tunes |SILENCE ._.]

Much thanks to the Caitlyn and Robynz for talking to me today, it helps more then you'll ever know.


So does everyone else <3333

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(no subject) [Aug. 15th, 2006|05:17 am]
[Current Location |Computadora]
[Bitch-O-Meter |determineddetermined]
[Groovy Tunes |The fan from the computer]

It is 5:18 in the morning.

Tommorrow [or sometime this week ] I am going to sit my parents down and tell them I want to go to this Acting / Art / Film school. 

It is going to cost alot of money. 

I probably won't get in.

That doesn't stop me from trying.

I am going back to school soon and I am realizing that it is costing more to send me to a school I loathe.

[Costs more to go to my highschool then to go to college.]

Why not spend that money on something I love?

Its a boarding school, I realize this is a huge risk but I can't sit and wait any longer. 

Its time to step up, put my foot down. 

Their not holding me back anymore.

[Btw I'm not upset x3 Its 5:21 now my level of emotion is BLANK.]
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(no subject) [Mar. 13th, 2006|12:32 am]
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